Since she was 11 days old, Liza Morton's each heartbeat has been artificially generated by a pacemaker.
She was a satellite archetypal successful 1978 erstwhile doctors decided to effort and acceptable a bulky artillery instrumentality wrong a tiny baby.
More than 44 years and 11 pacemakers later, Dr Liza Morton is inactive here.
"I was calved successful Bellshill maternity infirmary successful Lanarkshire and was moved to Yorkhill children's infirmary due to the fact that I rapidly deteriorated," she told BBC Radio Scotland's Mornings with Kaye Adams programme.
"They fitted maine with an outer pacemaker astatine 4 days aged which turned maine from bluish to pink.
"So they decided determination was thing to suffer and they would effort to acceptable a pacemaker.
"Back past it was fundamentally conscionable a battery, rather a large bulky one. They fitted that by bursting unfastened my ribs and putting it onto the heart."
The archetypal artillery broke, Liza had a changeable and past she had to spell backmost into theatre to person it fixed. It was the 2nd of galore operations.
Every clip she went nether the surgeon's knife, cipher knew if she would survive.
By the property of seven, Liza was connected her 5th pacemaker. Each 1 was enactment successful via thoracotomy - opening the thorax - truthful her puerility was spent successful and retired of infirmary undergoing large surgery.
She said: "I retrieve Mr Brewster the physicist came successful from Glasgow University with a large magnet to thatch the squad however to set the settings connected this pacemaker.
"They would spell done this large manual trying to fig retired what to bash and I spent hours counting the holes successful the ceiling tiles with my mum by my side. It was rather an antithetic commencement successful life."
Liza calls her attraction successful the precocious 70s and aboriginal 80s "experimental". She and her household grew up knowing that she was fortunate to beryllium alive, that endurance was tenuous.
Her teenage years brought much anguish.
Until then, her pacemakers were ever astatine a fixed level.
"It was rather disabling," she said. "I couldn't truly exert myself.
"In those days the leads were a problem, they kept falling disconnected - they were fragile and kept breaking.
"I couldn't exert myself due to the fact that my bosom complaint couldn't spell up and I was conscious of not doing thing jerky successful lawsuit I bumped the pb off."
When Liza was 13, she had unfastened country to repair a spread successful her heart.
"At that property you privation to acceptable in, and beryllium normal, truthful I was hiding scars and I had to beryllium my modular grades wearing a bosom show knowing I was going to person to spell backmost to theatre," she said.
It was not until overmuch aboriginal that Liza realised however overmuch increasing up successful and retired of infirmary had affected her.
Disrupted education, missed schooling, feeling isolated from her classmates were the fallout from her traumatic young life.
"I ended up with Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) successful my precocious teens. It was the 90s but determination wasn't truly immoderate attraction truthful I had to unrecorded with horrific nightmares of being a kid successful hospital.
"I was triggered by things. Beeping noises successful shops transported maine backmost to bosom monitors. The odor of antiseptic would instrumentality maine backmost to being successful theatre and adjacent the odor of toast, due to the fact that that was ever the archetypal nutrient they gave you aft surgery.
Liza trained to go a chartered counselling psychologist, and present helps radical who person been done trauma owed to congenital bosom illness (CHD).
"Missed education, missed schooling had an impact. I lone ever worked part-time. I person worked precise hard to go a psychologist, partially to marque consciousness of my ain experiences and past to effort to physique connected that work," she said.
Along with co-author Tracy Livechhi, Liza has written the publication "Healing Hearts and Minds" to assistance others done the trauma.
"I wouldn't accidental I had an unhappy puerility but determination was a batch of trauma and a batch of aesculapian trauma and that wasn't truly recognised then," she said.
"I spent the archetypal six weeks of my beingness successful ICU, my mum didn't clasp maine until I was six weeks old.
"At that signifier I already had scars, I had already had a stroke, truthful the worldly we cognize present astir aboriginal attachment and bonding had an effect. Lots of aboriginal trauma tin interaction connected a batch of facets of your life.
"It was precise overmuch survival-focused attraction backmost then. What we cognize successful science astir trauma has transformed."
Liza fundamentally wrote the publication she had been looking for herself.
"Despite being the astir communal commencement defect affecting 1 successful 125 unrecorded births, determination is nary psychosocial enactment - this is the archetypal book.
"This is the publication Tracey and I were looking for life-long and couldn't find.
"I sent a transcript of the publication to my cardiologist Dr Doig and helium wrote maine a beauteous missive backmost saying 'yes you were a subsister and a pioneer and that babe cardiology backmost past truly was a babe arsenic well'."
And determination are plentifulness of radical who volition subordinate to what Liza went through.
Advances successful aesculapian subject mean the fig of radical surviving with CHD into adulthood has risen from 20% successful the 1940s to much than 90%.
Liza said: "I conscionable privation to accidental to people, you are entitled to person a absorption to what you person been through.
"We springiness them the latest probe and marque it accessible and casual to read. And we springiness them the tools to cope."