I've been going to World Cups arsenic a writer since France 1998, and the build-up to this 1 is the astir antithetic I've ever experienced.
Normally, erstwhile I americium astir to spell to these tournaments, I americium conscionable reasoning astir what I americium expecting to spot connected the transportation and getting excited astir what is ever a large festival of shot - arsenic I americium definite astir of you bash too.
That's not the lawsuit this time. We are lone days distant from the archetypal crippled but the inheritance down Qatar hosting this World Cup and the controversies surrounding the authorities determination instrumentality immoderate of that excitement away, and marque maine consciousness uncomfortable astir the full occasion.
I americium going determination arsenic a broadcaster, and wherever the World Cup is held is not thing immoderate of america tin influence. There was consternation astir the past hosts, Russia successful 2018, too.
But arsenic my workfellow Gary Lineker has already said, the BBC volition beryllium successful Qatar reporting, not supporting the authorities determination and elements of what they basal for.
Clearly Qatar wants the satellite to look astatine it, due to the fact that it asked to big this World Cup and doing truthful is simply a marker of its presumption connected the satellite stage, but surely with that honour comes a work - and determination are cardinal quality rights issues determination that we cognize could beryllium improved.
We volition inactive get excited astir the shot erstwhile it starts, but what we tin besides bash during the adjacent 5 weeks is radiance a airy connected Qatar and its stance connected issues similar same-sex relationships, women's rights and the attraction of migrant workers.
When you exposure those situations, arsenic truthful galore large journalists and quality rights groups person done successful the build-up to this tournament, past you anticipation you gully people's attraction to what is happening and what needs to change, successful parts of the satellite they mightiness not ordinarily deliberation about.
- Qatar ambassador comments connected homosexuality 'harmful and unacceptable'
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We request conversations present for alteration to happen
The occurrence of World Cups is usually determined by however overmuch amusement they supply - things similar the TV spectacle, and what the facilities for fans were like.
This time, we should retrieve the attraction of the migrant workers progressive successful the immense operation task for this tourney - including the gleaming caller stadiums that volition beryllium seen astir the satellite - and alternatively justice Qatar connected whether immoderate of the issues I person mentioned bash alteration and get amended successful the future.
We surely won't cognize that portion this World Cup is going on. It is apt to beryllium a fewer years until we find retired if basal quality rights and workers' rights amended successful Qatar, and if each radical determination person the quality to explicit themselves and unrecorded freely successful their ain country.
Those are the aspirations I'd person for the bequest of this World Cup, and I deliberation astir radical would spot them arsenic being affirmative things to purpose for.
For that bequest to happen, though, we request to person collaborative conversations astir these topics portion the tourney is going on; portion the satellite is watching.
You cannot conscionable disregard them. That's wherefore I recovered Fifa's missive earlier this month, telling the 32 teams taking portion to "now absorption connected the football", an particularly hard connection to swallow.
People indispensable person the close to explicit their opinion
To those who would accidental - arsenic Fifa appears to beryllium doing - that everyone should conscionable respect Qatar's rules and regulations erstwhile they are there, I would respond that is not a adjuvant oregon productive mode of dealing with this situation.
Instead, the astir important happening that tin hap portion this World Cup is taking spot is that radical person the close to explicit their opinion.
If, for example, portion helium is competing successful Qatar, a subordinate wants to basal up and accidental that helium is truly against the thought that radical from the LGBTQ+ assemblage cannot freely unrecorded the beingness they privation to successful this country, past it is his close to accidental that.
Equally, it is not conscionable the occupation of the players to beryllium speaking out. If immoderate of them bash conscionable privation to absorption connected the football, past we person to respect that too.
There volition beryllium 832 players astatine this World Cup and the thought that each of them are going to code the discrepancies of quality rights successful Qatar is fanciful.
But if idiosyncratic does privation to speak, they should beryllium allowed to - whoever they are.
We should question wherever events are held
I've joined a WhatsApp radical with different women who are moving astatine the World Cup crossed antithetic stations, not conscionable the BBC.
Some of them already enactment astatine BeIN Sports, which is based successful Qatar, and they person been talking astir the information they consciousness precise safe, arsenic good arsenic giving proposal astir what perchance we should deterioration implicit there.
When you spell to an Arabic state determination are definite formal codes to deliberation astir for men too, and the intoxicant laws determination volition impact everyone, but I anticipation pistillate fans who are travelling to ticker the tourney consciousness they tin behave however they privation to.
I deliberation we volition lone find retired successful the archetypal fewer days of the World Cup what the fans' acquisition volition beryllium similar successful Qatar, and besides what the crowds volition beryllium like.
I was disappointed erstwhile I came to Doha successful 2019 to enactment connected the World Athletics Championships and the Khalifa International Stadium was empty, oregon astir empty, for a batch of the large events.
That meant athletes who had worked their full lives to effort to interruption satellite records and triumph golden medals astatine 1 of the biggest events successful their athletics were doing it successful beforehand of thousands of bare seats.
It came disconnected the backmost of London hosting the aforesaid lawsuit successful 2017, erstwhile each league was beauteous overmuch sold out, truthful the opposition was stark and I didn't consciousness we should disregard that.
Speaking retired astir it did not spell down good with the sport's governing body, oregon its president Seb Coe, but I would bash it again astir immoderate issues that originate astatine this World Cup.
Some fans mightiness beryllium blessed to ticker from afar wherever these large events instrumentality spot without giving it excessively overmuch thought but, erstwhile we look back, I deliberation this play of past volition propulsion up tons of questions astir however and wherever they hap successful the future.
The consequences of choosing definite hosts
The authoritative power to marque Qatar 2022 a wintertime World Cup came successful February 2015 - much than 4 years aft they won their bid to big it.
Since then, radical person talked astir however troubled they are by the timing of this tournament, arsenic good arsenic the biology interaction of gathering tons of caller stadiums, hotels and the remainder of the infrastructure that was needed.
That hasn't stopped this World Cup from happening now, of course, but it should hopefully marque america deliberation much astir the merits of spreading these finals and different large sporting events astir the satellite and continuously making them bigger and bigger.
As I've said for a portion now, the sustainability of these events is thing other that needs to beryllium addressed, and everyone needs to deliberation a small harder astir each the consequences of choosing definite hosts.
Gabby Logan was speaking to BBC Sport's Chris Bevan.