RHOC star Shannon Beador says she is 'blindsided' by her and John Janssen's split - Daily Mail

Real Housewives of Orange County's Shannon Beador admits to feeling heartbroken implicit her shock divided from John Janssen aft astir 4 years of dating. 

While speaking astir their parting for the archetypal time, the world star, 58, confessed to feeling 'blindsided by' her erstwhile partner's determination to extremity their romance successful precocious November. 

'We were successful a large place. But 7 days later, erstwhile the cameras were down, it was a wholly antithetic story,' she told People. 'He told maine helium was done with the relationship. And to perceive what helium said to maine past was perfectly devastating.'

The mother-of-three wistfully stated: 'I've ne'er loved anyone much successful my life.'

'I was hopeful this was the antheral I was going to walk the remainder of my beingness with. I wanted it to enactment out. I've ne'er loved anyone similar I've loved John. But clearly, helium didn't consciousness the aforesaid way,' she continued. 

As for however Janssen is feeling, helium told the outlet that making the determination to telephone it quits was a 'super hard' decision. 

'I've been successful symptom implicit it,' helium says. 'It's bittersweet due to the fact that I emotion Shannon precise much. I person loved her much profoundly than immoderate pistillate successful my life. She's 1 of a kind; truthful comic and generous and afloat of beingness and adventurous,' helium said.

Janssen called their transportation 'unlike anything' he's 'ever had.' 

'I cognize that for arsenic agelong arsenic I live, I'll ne'er conscionable anyone similar her again. But that doesn't mean we're close for each different for the remainder of our lives,' the vice president of an security steadfast called Wood Gutmann & Bogart said. 

The businessman went connected to marque it cleat that 'the past thing' helium 'wanted to bash is wounded Shannon' but felt their breakup was 'the close happening for' them both. 

'We're 2 radical who emotion each different precise much, but emotion is not ever enough. And portion I cognize Shannon sees it arsenic I've said things to her I ne'er meant, I anticipation she'll beryllium capable to spot that there's nary atrocious idiosyncratic here,' helium added. 

Janssen concluded: 'It's 2 truly bully radical who couldn't marque it work.'

Shannon and Janssen's narration began aft the extremity of her 17-year matrimony to David Beador's divorce. 

While speaking astir moving connected with Janssen, who she met done communal friends, successful 2019, Shannon gushed: 'I’ve ne'er been happier. I’m successful a truly large place.' 

'My friends person known him for 30 years, truthful I didn’t person to marque definite helium was determination for the close reasons,' she said. 'What lacked successful my matrimony earlier is I privation to beryllium portion of a concern and team. I’m looking guardant to that.'