Selena Gomez Says She Contemplated Suicide, Went to 4 Treatment Centers - TMZ

Selena Gomez I Contemplated Suicide During Bipolar Episode

11/3/2022 8:04 AM PT

Selena Gomez is opening up adjacent much astir her struggles with bipolar upset ... revealing she had suicidal thoughts and checked into 4 antithetic attraction centers.

She says, "I deliberation erstwhile I started hitting my aboriginal twenties is erstwhile it started to get truly dark, erstwhile I started to consciousness similar I was not successful power of what I was feeling, whether that was truly large oregon truly bad.”

In the Rolling Stone interview, Selena besides recounts having utmost highs and lows for weeks oregon months, earlier knowing her bipolar diagnosis. At times she would person symptoms of mania similar feeling the request to bargain everyone successful her beingness a car truthful she could stock her "gift" -- but past she'd autumn into a heavy authorities of slump and not beryllium capable to get retired of bed.

And successful her darkest moments, she said ... “I thought the satellite would beryllium amended if I wasn’t there." After a 2018 episode, she says she ended up connected a ton of meds, which helped her psychosis, but made her consciousness dissimilar herself.

She besides touched connected each the fan-stirred drama, wherever fans accused Hailey Bieber of stealing her ex, Justin Bieber ... saying it made her consciousness atrocious astir herself.

In the past, she says this kinda incidental could've acceptable her backmost for months ... but this clip it was diffused with kindness.

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You'll recall, Selena and Hailey posed with each other past period astatine an lawsuit -- seemingly putting the full mess down them.

Selena gives a deeper look into her beingness successful her caller doc "Selena Gomez: My Mind & Me." It premiered Wednesday nighttime successful L.A. ... and stars specified arsenic Olivia Rodrigo, Camila Cabello and Billie Eilish were each successful attendance.

The documentary is retired connected Apple TV+ tomorrow.