Robyn Brown is opening up astir what her aboriginal successful polygamy looks similar aft her hubby Kody Brown's caller splits.
Kody, 53, has gone done 3 breakups implicit the past respective months. While his 3rd woman Christine Brown publicized their split successful November 2021, his separations from first wife Meri Brown and second wife Janelle Brown were revealed during the three-part Sister Wives: One connected One special.
Robyn, 44, is Kody's lone remaining wife. Given everything he's endured arsenic of late, Robyn shared during Sunday's last Sister Wives: One connected One occurrence that she's not wholly definite of Kody's plans going guardant — but she did explicate that "he's fundamentally said no" to bringing successful much wives.
Polygamy was — and inactive is — thing Robyn envisions for herself. Though she told host Sukanya Krishnan that she could spot herself asking Kody to "try this again," she besides admitted she's "scared of it due to the fact that of however severely this has gone."
"I really, truly conflict with it due to the fact that it feels, like, 'Oh, well. Those didn't work. So, connected to [someone] new,'" she said. "That's hard for me. That's really, truly hard for me. It feels disrespectful."
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Asked whether she could spot herself surviving a monogamous beingness with Kody, Robyn said she's "really, truly struggled" with the idea.
"I don't cognize what to bash with it. It's messing with my identity," she continued earlier bursting into tears. "It's not the aboriginal I wanted. I privation that location with america connected the structure successful the rocking chairs with our grandkids and our kids astir us. You know, the grandparent ranch. That's what I want."
Robyn added, "I don't cognize however to fto it go."
At 1 point, Kody admitted that helium is "right connected the verge of not adjacent being a polygamous" due to the fact that of what he's endured.
On a akin note, Christine said she thinks Kody nary longer has the "capacity" to beryllium polygamous and that helium should forge down a way of monogamy with "soul mate" Robyn.
"I deliberation a portion of them would ever beryllium a small spot bittersweet that this didn't enactment and that the large household didn't work," said Christine, 50. "And I deliberation that there'd beryllium a small spot of a mourning and a small spot of a nonaccomplishment determination still, due to the fact that it's a dream, right? It's giving up connected a dream, and it's not a imagination that they wanted to springiness up on, necessarily. I don't spot them looking for different woman aft this."
Bryant Livingston/TLC/Everett Kody Brown (center), surrounded by Meri, Janelle, Christine, and Robyn Brown
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Elsewhere successful the episode, Robyn opened up astir what caused astir of Kody's marriages to deteriorate. Particularly calling retired Christine and Janelle, she said that they "made choices" that impacted the aboriginal of their relationships.
"They handed him to me and said, 'We don't privation to walk clip with him,' basically. 'Here, you person him each the time,'" she said. "They made choices that made it truthful that helium wasn't feeling similar helium could spell implicit determination due to the fact that of his idiosyncratic beliefs successful protecting his family, protecting our jobs, protecting our health. Yeah, of people he's going to flourish with my kids, due to the fact that he's astir more."
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Robyn past argued that what viewers were seeing resulted from "years of radical not taking attraction of their relationships."
"He's had wives cull him, affection-wise, due to the fact that they are uncomfortable oregon they don't similar it. That's not who they are," she continued. "I'm sorry, but if you're rejecting someone's affection, your spouse, I don't spot however that's going to assistance your relationship."
Robyn added, "If you're sitting determination conscionable perpetually nagging astatine your hubby astir what you didn't get, adjacent though you person this pome successful your manus but you truly privation her orange, past however is helium expected to consciousness similar you spot what he's doing for you? How is helium expected to consciousness appreciated?"